For me, the deepest spiritual experience is when I listen
to the lecutres and phonecalls of GM. I am often alone
at home, and every day (when working with souvenirs
that I produce for living), I listen his lectures.
His words fill the space, and I am in spiritual world...
There was no end to my happiness when on site
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/swami-darshan started
broadcasting of lectures, and when site
http://swamitripurari.com/ gave opportunity to listen
to so many older and new lectures. For this I offer
thousands of dandavats to the devotees who made
these things possible.
I met GM only once in my life, in Vrindavan in 1999.
This encounter lasted for 15 minutes (my personal
lava-matra experience). It was peaceful situation,
in his room, and I remember most of the things that
he said to me, that after 4 years brought about
change in my life.
I am sorry that I did not wrote down precisely what
he told me that time, but when I think now, I made
a mistake that I did not recorded the conversation.
Today, while listening Govardhan evening lecture
2010., I got inspiration to write here this posting,
with question-idea-suggestion that those fortunate
souls, who have personal contact with GM, ask GM
if they can record conversation with him.
This will be very helpful for them to get again and
again strength to execute his orders, and to more
precisely remember what he told them.
Maby GM will allow that only some part of the conversation
with him can be recorded, some personal instruction
or so, but whatever one can record in this situation
he can listen to it, again and again, and get more
firm in his spiritual life.